ok. let's start, the situation here had never changed. i'm fucking alone, wasting my holydays, doing nothing and spending my time in my room. this summer i'll try to reduce my weight. i'll try to meet someone. i'll try to think and clear my brain. i'm hoping, like every other year, that this 2006 will be better and different than others. Hopefuly i grow up very much and i'm not longer myself any more, at least same inner me...